aadambautistaa: If I Were to Meet You Again. There are some people in this world that once were an important part of your life. Though it may seem like you two are strangers that have never spoken or seen each other before, part of you doesn’t let you forget how much they once meant to you. Even though an argument, disagreement, or just drifting apart led to the disappearance of this person from your life, you are torn between wanting to run into them and never wanting to see them again. Don’t you ever wonder what it would be like running into them again? What would you say or what would they say? Or would words even be said as you walked past each other ignoring all the history that stand between the both of you? Would you feel that rush of emotion as you realized how much you missed that person and wonder what could of been if you two stayed in each others lives or be grateful that they are no longer part of your life? Would you two try to catch up with each other and attempt to be in each others lives again, realize it’s too difficult to have the relationship you once had with this person, or just accept this person who once was your world was only destined be in a portion of your life? It’s scary to think of the possibilities that come with meeting that person again. Because the person is not just another stranger or someone that you know nothing about; but someone whose world once collided with yours with such force that it defined you for the rest of your life. Would they even remember you? Would you even know what to say? Would you two be able to handle seeing someone part of your past that only now lives in your memories and forgotten photographs? What would it be like if I were to meet you again? I still don’t know what I would say or do, and it’s been three years.
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If I Were to Meet You Again.

There are some people in this world that once were an important part of your life. Though it may seem like you two are strangers that have never spoken or seen each other before, part of you doesn’t let you forget how much they once meant to you. Even though an argument, disagreement, or just drifting apart led to the disappearance of this person from your life, you are torn between wanting to run into them and never wanting to see them again.

Don’t you ever wonder what it would be like running into them again? What would you say or what would they say? Or would words even be said as you walked past each other ignoring all the history that stand between the both of you? Would you feel that rush of emotion as you realized how much you missed that person and wonder what could of been if you two stayed in each others lives or be grateful that they are no longer part of your life? Would you two try to catch up with each other and attempt to be in each others lives again, realize it’s too difficult to have the relationship you once had with this person, or just accept this person who once was your world was only destined be in a portion of your life?

It’s scary to think of the possibilities that come with meeting that person again. Because the person is not just another stranger or someone that you know nothing about; but someone whose world once collided with yours with such force that it defined you for the rest of your life. Would they even remember you? Would you even know what to say? Would you two be able to handle seeing someone part of your past that only now lives in your memories and forgotten photographs? What would it be like if I were to meet you again?

I still don’t know what I would say or do, and it’s been three years.

aadambautistaa: Ending Up Alone. I’m afraid of ending up alone. It’s scary to think that in a world filled with over seven billion people, that you may be not fit in with anyone of them. Does anyone else feel that way? In novels, movies, and television shows - you always seem to get this happy ending more often than not. You know the ones I’m talking about; the ones that shows how the underdog can get the girl or where even someone who is a beast or a horrifying ogre can still find love. But what happens if you’re one of the people whose flaws can’t be overcome and you’re destined to be alone? It’s a disheartening feeling when this thought manages to find its way into a your mind and gets trapped there. It’s terrifying to think of the possibility that your search for that feeling of being wanted or needed may never be fulfilled. That no one needs you. You almost get paralyzed by the thought that the feeling of being so lost and alone in a crowd was not something only felt for a portion of your life, but was there to help define what would be the rest of your life. Truth is, it difficult to think that maybe you’re not enough; to feel like you’re not worth anyones time. It’s heart-wrenching to imagine when your story finally comes to a close, that you’ll be the only character left; all alone. 
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aadambautistaa:

Ending Up Alone.

I’m afraid of ending up alone. It’s scary to think that in a world filled with over seven billion people, that you may be not fit in with anyone of them. Does anyone else feel that way?

In novels, movies, and television shows - you always seem to get this happy ending more often than not. You know the ones I’m talking about; the ones that shows how the underdog can get the girl or where even someone who is a beast or a horrifying ogre can still find love. But what happens if you’re one of the people whose flaws can’t be overcome and you’re destined to be alone? It’s a disheartening feeling when this thought manages to find its way into a your mind and gets trapped there.

It’s terrifying to think of the possibility that your search for that feeling of being wanted or needed may never be fulfilled. That no one needs you. You almost get paralyzed by the thought that the feeling of being so lost and alone in a crowd was not something only felt for a portion of your life, but was there to help define what would be the rest of your life. Truth is, it difficult to think that maybe you’re not enough; to feel like you’re not worth anyones time. It’s heart-wrenching to imagine when your story finally comes to a close, that you’ll be the only character left; all alone. 

It was a very weird dream.

My phone buzzed and I received a text from you. A long one. I don’t remember the full details, but what did stand out was you saying that you missed me and that you wished we could resume our friendship like it was 2010. You then invited me to legoland…Austin, Texas and asked me if I would like to join you on the road trip. I gladly agreed and we left. It was as if we had never parted ways 3 years ago. Our conversations were fluid and it felt as if we had known each other during that gap. I could also remember feeling a huge weight lifted off of my shoulders. I could breathe and think again. It was a really strange feeling, liberation. It’s as if those 3 years never existed and if I had never had this sadness over me for so long. We went about half way and made camp since it was getting dark. We fell asleep in the back seat of my car, cuddling. Here’s where it gets strange. As a guy, I can say that whenever I look at a girl, although i’m always drawn to and attracted to faces, I still notice and admire the body. In this dream, everything but your face is a haze. I can’t remember the drive, I can’t remember in detail sleeping, but I can remember every facial expression you had in detail. The rest of your body was a haze, and just your face stood out. I just remember lying there with you. I felt like a little kid with no worries whatsoever. Life was worth living again. We never did make it to legoland, since I woke up. Then the realization hit that it was all a dream, and that nothing had actually happened. We still weren’t talking to each other and the weight was still on my shoulders.Life was crappy once again for me. But between that brief second when I you wake up and your brain starts functioning, I could have sworn you were right by my side. 

One can dream, right?